11-13-99

i've added some new art and extra links under "links", some midi tracks under "djencephalon" and under "work"/aural, and some writings under "work"/literal/writings. i'm probably going to do some photos tonight, and some "work"/visual.

wow. more and more every day! check out work/visual/sketches and paintings, as well as more art links (steve's), and that's it for today. here's more, just like i promised. friend's can peep themselves in photos, hoopla.com added to the links, and this site has been submitted!

its been an up and down week, haven't done much "work" as it were, and i can feel it. i have gotten together with people like i had said i would, my cousin stroud, jason, andrew (who i hadn't gotten together with in two years). its been nice, however, there are some wierd things going on in my very personal relationships that i have become very concerned about. it seems as though my feelings of "not being ________ enough" have been true. i've been trying to prove myself wrong, but cannot. this finding (and yes, i know its not true, blah blah) hasn't bummed me out or anything, i just feel a little disapointed. this could be very bad, and am trying to adjust, oh well. getting back to work will make it all go away; it always does.

i'm leaving on vacation (san francisco and montreal) in six days. after my play, this site, and a bad head trip, i need it.