4/17/01 1:48:29 AM

seeing memento (an extremely intelligent film - and an interestingly appropriate url) tonight with curita and pondering memories both real and imagined and their effect on the present - today i've started going through withdrawal remembering the airport "you have shoes and hair and...", the night of our dance in the living room, the roof, lots of time on the sofa, the whispering in her ear, listening to restless by clifford gilberto and the mirrors in michael's room, the party, the solution to the noise problem, the jam, feeling her and catching her eye from across the room, the bath, my mom asking "is your butt red?", her trying to mess me up while on the phone with work, the deathray davies show and being recognized from the stage, early mornings before the sun came up, late mornings long after the world had started, and nighttime, the little things that were said that meant and mean so much, her actions, faces and sounds, the speaking about our pasts hopes dreams desires fears possibilities with honesty openmindedness and willingness and more that will continue to come back to me and now, back again (like i never left, much like daria's explaination of her experience; two lives that pick up right where they leave off - almost seamlessly) in my life with material and practical fears and concerns that have led me to associations and comparisons... but they didn't affect me in the moment, those moments - but what is real(?), i wonder, the impressions and drawn conclusions and the waiting that will follow, or the moments that were so intenseley real but are now gone forever, except in my memory... and then the phone rings, and the now and the moment come together across time and distance again.

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on the deck: the mad professor vs. massive attack: no protection.

reading: borges' labyrinths. here's what i wish i was reading.