9/3/00 4:44:28 PM

the cell sucked, but it was really nice getting out of house and seeing a movie, alone no less, and i don't think i'd ever done that before - totally looking forward to doing it again, but in the meantime after finishing up work on a new site proposal for laurel advisors (not to mention updating in the head and my resume) i decided at the last moment that i really would go out and see dj recloose at 26 mix, and i was gonna shake my ass until i couldn't shake it anymore, and that i did and it was awesome and i'm really hoping i can keep up the habit of doing things by myself, as i used to be all about solitude - i think its easy to be all about solitude when there are a host of people to call when one is ready to do so, i'm finding out here that when i've had enough solitude, there's no one to call, and my feeling great about being where i am turns into mindnumbing boredom and loneliness, which of course feeds on itself driving me to the point where i don't want to do anything but sleep (knowing in my heart of hearts that it'll just "get better"), but enough of that(!), i went out and had a great time and got all my drinks (including the one i bought for the guy who i cut in front of) for free, came home sore and sweaty as hell and looking forward to doing that again (except for the part about getting pulled over - again, for speeding, again, but this time i was without my new insurance and registration and liscence plates as well but also this time i got let off with a warning...) and i woke up this morning and waded through the semi bad vibes over here and rolled to enjoy some of my sunday with a friend and it was all good.

on the deck: the wall, another three or four times.

link: i've been over to dack.com a few times (remember the bullshit generator?), but this week it's joined the ranks of the daily favorites.