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8/15/00 11:57:56 PM
don p. is out at the moment, and i've been enjoying the hell out of his company since
yesterday afternoon (where we realized that we happened to have a very interesting
friend in common...).
he's helped me tune in to all of the negative energy that's
surrounding my house and realize why i've been so up and (mostly) down lately. though
trying to convince him to come out here over dinner this evening reminded me
of how much i love it out here, no matter what my situation might be.
some new developments over in mill valley might be the solution to
all my problems. a 2 bedroom has opened up for stephen and trish, and their
place might be opening up for me. a(nother) dream come(ing) true. another
cool thing in a week of xml, flash, webtrends, finding
steve reich's "drumming" (finally)...
not to mention an interesting email conversation today where
she said in her signature style:
"Your latest entry - 12th Aug - reminded me of wasted Sunday afternoons
watching Dawsons Creek - it was almost as if you were a parody or yourself -
it read like a script from the show - quite amusing - not sure what the
desired reaction was - have you ever seen the show? An almost glutoness
display of deep reflection - reveling in poetic prose - almost making me cringe."
which made me think about the fact that i have so much i want to say, and
often i have no one to say it to. often my answers to questions i ask myself over and
over again manifest themselves in my spewing my (stylized and cliched) guts out
here.
sometimes my thoughts and feelings are so big and unbearable that i pop, and this is one
of the only places i feel comfortable enough to do so. i've never been one
for hiding (though i can be rather cryptic and vague at times) what's going on, though
i do get in a lot less trouble revealing myself
(however stylized or cliched) here.
i'm a big fan of living life vicariously, and *this* is damn near perfect (for now).
link:
a new piece of work
by someone not of the caliber of the designers usually featured here.