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9:17 AM 4/11/00

i woke up this morning (as i do on alot of mornings) with the bleakest and most depressing trains of thought, perhaps that's when i'm most "connected". i think of fundamentals, life, the past, the truth. usually very very scary, but true nonetheless, and speaking of scary, true, "connected", and this morning, i couldn't connect to the internet (oh the horror!). for the past 2 months, i've gotten up and surfed and emailed for an hour or so before beginning my day, and that habit is totally ingrained. i'm now withdrawing.

since san francisco has been on my mind of late, and i'll probably always associate her with that city, i've been thinking about danette and about how badly she wanted to be there. we were both so all about other people (who where in other places), and i can't believe we're both still here 3 years later. i wonder if i'll ever run into her out there.

very interesting how possibilities and opinions change.

link: wallpaper magazine online is absolutely wonderful! probably one of the nicest sites i've ever seen.