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that girl
goddamn that girl
sometimes i want to kill her
as she kisses my neck
such a tight lipped
cold.................(so hot)
insensitive..........(so loving)
heart breaking.......(god i love her)
bitch.
hate myself when we part
hate her the next time we meet
and "the sex is sooooo good"
she has no hopes
no dreams............(but she
no fears..............knows all
no feelings...........of mine)
she gives me
no encouragement
no hope
no clues
but i'm there when
she calls
just like she is
for me.
is it love...........thank god
is it lust...........that it
is it codependency...isn't love
if it was i'd kill myself
and take her with me.