5/10/01 10:40:38 AM

drastic measures are being called for at the moment ('cause of those darn drastic times) but i can't help feeling super good and even more excited about the way that things seem to be progressing as verdicts (and a whole bunch of cash?) are being delivered tomorrow regarding zoza and i'm still spending alot of time on the phone with alot of people regarding working, living and various and assundry combinations of the two - and not only is there no stress (for once), my creative juices are flowing in an i must say devinely inspired way - i'd been thinking of doing things differently recently (stopping smoking in my house, going down to ultra lights, cutting out sugar - again, cutting out red meat and pork - slowly but surely, arrangements for creative working and living arrangements, and more...) and am continuing to do so - perhaps just by being a bit more proactive than usual and being honest about and relentlessly going after exactly what i want - yeah its really good and things are still looking up as i take the day off (per casey's recommendation) to maintain (haircut, a movie, grocery shopping, paying bills), prepare (planning, oakland, the telephone, dreaming big) and to not look forward to the impersonal and non-existent day when "everything will be fine" but to enjoy the now that is completely real and all mine.

link: forgot to mention three.oh's may 1st reboot and two new influences: elrado.nl and e-angelica. also, one might like to sign up for the groovysites mailing list.

on the deck: the red hot chili peppers' blood sugar sex majik.

reading: borges' labyrinths and wired plus a whole lot of other shit. here's what i wish i was reading.