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5/21/00

at the moment, my situation is much like a holding pattern: not working, much, making just enough money, lonely, but in a houseful of cool people, etc. i didn't come here to do this, and keeping a level head and a good attitude in the face of boredom and frustration (not to mention an inferiority complex) is somewhat taxing, even though i've only been here a week. sigh. there is so much i want to do, out here and in general, and i know what needs to happen before i can do it... and i suppose my faith and courage have been lacking lately as well.

things could be worse...

I spoke to daria today and we spoke of making plans for her to come out here, but not before we talked about her love life and possible solutions.
i just watched the dinner game and had quite a laugh, and the other night on my way home from eating italian with stephen and trish in mill valley, a deer crossed the street (and i mean a city street) right in front of me.
i'm just know i'm going to love it out here.

link: richard's sf hipster, hip so i can be me, or maybe hip so i don't have to be, or maybe hip 'cause i'm not.