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3-11-00

i put a new swerve homepage up today, and i believe its the finest work (visually) i've ever done. "i just like *lookin'* at it!"

i didn't hear from insite though. sigh.

god i'm disappointed! i don't want to go work at an antique store. i don't want to work at a coffee shop. i've worked really hard at learning to do this sort of thing because *i love it*. i just wish i could do it for a living. now that i think about it, i am doing this for a living - just not enough of a living; thinking about it this way makes me look at the situation in a more positive light. i just need more work.

i don't know whether to talk about "when it rains, it pours", or "if its not one thing, its another." they are both all too true today.