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3-08-00

this is what i did yesterday, and i mean all day too. it took forever, images all wrong (over and over again) - stinking friends coming over and bothering me...

and it still looks like shit. sigh.

i've been doing some thinking about the web, for a change, thinking of email conversations with coygirl and others, thinking of the cocktail party effect, thinking about letters i've written, and emails i write and continue to write...

and then i think about all those people out there, and how far away they are.

which isn't so bad! i told matt l. (who's leaving for jersey in a month) last night that the thought of distance (leaving) hasn't been crossing my mind because i've been so happy lately, so at peace. i mentioned that once i had *felt* happy long enough i would decide to go. i know time and life and people don't matter, i just don't *believe* it yet.