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2-15-00

i wrote checks today to the southwestern bell , to chase auto finance, to eastern plaza apartments, and to the credit card company. i'm out of debt. tomorrow i'm getting a bike, and expecting emails about jobs. i'm also going to school. i might call a girl.

i went to a swanky party in a swanky loft in some swanky clothes. i met some swanky people. i handed out several cards and talked about some interesting things.

one of my paintings and some dried flowers were destroyed. a young lady spent the night. i've quit smoking. i'm thinking of selling my car. i'm looking foreward to daria coming into town. i'm still excited. i'm not making any decisions. i haven't set my alarm clock in 6 days. i'm drinking coffee at home.

i'm telling no lies. i have no plans or expectations.

i'm firmly convinced that none of this matters in the slightest. i'm really happy.